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Love Me Not
They had gone about the path Bert described to her. Nearly two weeks along the perimeter of Gilead and the caves that hid here and there. Each discovery was an exercise in mental torture because the traveling itself wasn't enough, apparently. They either found nothing or the remains of what was once a person, gunslinger or otherwise. Neither option was any lighter on a group of men so hopelessly entrenched in understandable suffering. Kaine wasn't exactly a bastion of sunshine by the end of the first week but she began to look up a little as they began to circle back. It hadn't been discussed one way or the other yet but she couldn't help they were going to set off for their real destination very soon and it was difficult to feel anything but relief in that.
At least she hid it well, even as they made their way back towards the hideout. Their first passover had been a tense affair because it only made sense to check. It was a strangely angled little shack on a particularly steep hill. It would be difficult for any survivor to make their way up there but far from impossible. But Kaine had raised a fit to the point of hysterics, insisting that it be ignored.
No matter the consequences of said decision she didn't expect to hear a series of familiar, high-pitched noises. She stopped dead cold, eyes widening.
"Bert, did you -" Did he hear that? She couldn't slam the question out in time before it sounded again. "Holy shit," A delirious sort of grin took over her face. "That's a Guardian!"
Kaine stuck her curled fingers into her mouth and gave back a different rhythm of whistles, but she didn't wait for approval to start moving towards that disgusting shack.
At least she hid it well, even as they made their way back towards the hideout. Their first passover had been a tense affair because it only made sense to check. It was a strangely angled little shack on a particularly steep hill. It would be difficult for any survivor to make their way up there but far from impossible. But Kaine had raised a fit to the point of hysterics, insisting that it be ignored.
No matter the consequences of said decision she didn't expect to hear a series of familiar, high-pitched noises. She stopped dead cold, eyes widening.
"Bert, did you -" Did he hear that? She couldn't slam the question out in time before it sounded again. "Holy shit," A delirious sort of grin took over her face. "That's a Guardian!"
Kaine stuck her curled fingers into her mouth and gave back a different rhythm of whistles, but she didn't wait for approval to start moving towards that disgusting shack.
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He cried sometimes, in the night. They all did, besides Roland. They all pretended, in the cold light of morning, that they had not.
For the most part, though, he simply kept on going. That, too, they all did. They had lost one more along the way - not to fighting, but to an infection, one which had left him delirious and weak - and had buried him under a rough wooden cross and gone on walking. It seemed like they would go on walking forever.
In fact, when Kaine stopped, he almost walked into her. He'd heard the whistles, of course he had - he hadn't let himself slide that far into depression - but he had been watching the road ahead, not her. He stopped when she spoke, though, canting his head a little, listening. A Guardian?
"Hold up!" He hurried after her, looking more animated than he had in days. "Kaine, you're sure?"
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After the journey they'd had, from the very beginning to the instant she broke into a run, had proved that it could be just about anything. But Kaine wouldn't - couldn't allow herself to think of the negative possibilities. She all but vaulted herself up the steep hill, and skidded again at it's very top. She hadn't quite registered the sound with all of her excitement but there was a strange, almost growling hum that filled the air and at her new position she could finally put an image to the source. There were two paths that led up to the hideaway shack. One lead directly to it, angling up a little more, though not quite as steep. There was the craggily wall of the mountain on the left, and a fierce drop to the right.
But the other path that split at the base traveled higher and above the shack, to seemingly go further into the mountains. Both paths were overrun with black masses that, upon closer inspection, would resemble overgrown mongrels. Their jaws were too wide, and lined with not one row of teeth, but two. Kaine saw it clearly when one had the sense to turn back and stare at her with muddled green eyes. The noise sounded again, and it's source was one little girl, a whistle pursed desperately between her lips while she tried to fight off the dogs with an axe.
"Bert, that's - Is that who I think it is?" Because even though they were far off, Kaine would never forget the faces of Rebecca's girls, living or not.
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He fired off two shots quick and clean, the steel balls striking their respective targets and sending two of the mutie dogs down without so much as a whimper. Another shot, less clean, took off a dog's ear, made several of them turn towards him, growling and snapping. He was almost on top of them now, and showing no sign of slowing.
Did we ever even give those kids names.
But for as great a weapon as it was Excalibur was heavy even with Kaine's unnatural strength and greater speed. For every swing she took and steps she plowed through just as many began to turn themselves on her, jaws snapping at her legs before she could conceivably hit them once more.
None of it stopped her. She wasn't trying to kill them all just yet, but only attempting to make her way to the girl, and when she had the space to run she did.
If we did, I can't find them. their names are now... emily and alice. yes. that.
"Emily!" he yelled, over the thunder of guns as his comrades joined in the fighting. "Hold on, Em, I'm coming!" Slower for his injury, that was for damned sure, but coming nonetheless, his heavy gun moving in his hand like a living thing, every shot hitting home.
Behind them, Roland rolled his eyes, but he was heading into the fray, too, following Kaine along the higher road with both guns blazing.
I approve of these names
The gunslingers had a right to cry, to be upset and angry with their world collapsing around them, Kaine didn't. She was angry anyway, and absolutely destroying a herd of currently useless animals was a great solution to her own emotions.
Destroy, she did. Kaine moved so quickly that normal eyes might think her movement was otherworldly, but a keener set could realize she simply moved incredibly fast, only half a degree slower than Roland himself. When she wasn't swinging in wide, dangerous arcs of her blade Kaine let the thing go entirely so that it could move independently of her. For as alarming as the skill might be it was an incredibly efficient way of keeping the dogs from Emily, because when one or three began to snarl at the girl again Excalibur was there to impale them violently.
"Almost!" They were almost there, and they didn't have to lose Emily on top of her sister - possibly both sisters. Something could go right.
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He did at least have the sense not to hug her for more than a split second, though. He pulled away, breathing heavily with tears in his eyes, and stepped back to reload. "Alice?"
Emily pointed up the hill. "She ran," she said, her voice shaky and thick with tears and panic. "I. I told her. Run."
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It turned out that she was only gone for a moment or two at the absolute most. When she returned her sword was properly sheathed at her back again, but a large, clearly male body was slung over a shoulder that appeared to delicate to handle the weight. Kaine moved just fine, though, a blessing since there was a smaller body cradled in her opposing arm - Alice's.
"We need to get them inside." She tilted her head towards the shack, which wasn't nearly as swarmed over as when they had arrived. The remaining dogs, thinning with each bullet the gunslingers fired, had long shifted their attention.
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"She hurt?" he asked, reaching down to take Emily's hand, and started towards the shack. The first few steps he took backwards, keeping his eyes on the dogs ahead of them, and then he turned and started walking faster. His injured leg was bleeding sluggishly but constantly, sending stabs of pain up into his hip with every step he took.
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If nothing else the outlook was positive, though it was possible she might have banged it in just the wrong way - internal bleeding or something breaking in there, those were things that none of them could hope to fix right now. But all of this was an exercise in taking things slowly, so she'd take the victory and leave it at that.
She eyed his new wound somewhat guiltily, but refrained from saying anything. Bert could handle himself and he didn't need her fussing over him, despite what every nagging voice in her head went on about. With her hands full Kaine relied on Excalibur to clear the few dogs that lingered near the shack's entrance, their numbers were far more manageable now - it was nothing that Roland and the rest of the gunslingers couldn't handle on their own.
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Then, with a little grunt of pain, he dropped to one knee and hugged her again, letting out a long breath he hadn't known he was holding. Emily let her axe drop with a thud onto the packed earth floor, and threw her arms around his neck, hugging him back just as tight.
"You're alright," he murmured, stroking her hair and closing his eyes. "It's alright. We're here. You're alright." Then, looking up at Kaine, "Who's he?"
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Behind them were two figures that Bert or any of his might easily recognize: Gunslingers, living and breathing, though one without fingers and the other unseeing, still alive.
"Uh," Her response was so very far from eloquent. "This is ... This one is Tyrann but we should," Her brain struggled to understand what she was seeing, "We should probably figure out what the hell is going on."
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Letting go of Emily, he got to his feet - or at least tried to. His injured leg seized, and he collapsed back onto his knee with a grunt. "Fuck! Ah!" Then, reaching over, he put his hands belatedly over Emily's ears. "Forget you heard that."
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That comment was directed at Kaine, who could only sigh and shake her head at that. "Well, everyone's about come back, so let's be grateful rather than bitchy."
... Bert would really do well to let go of any language concerns.
"We were told to scout for survivors, so that's what I did. I found the two girls on a horse, found Ignis and a gunslinger on his death bed, and another here with Tyrann when we arrived. They were badly injured so we've spent the last few days attempting to not die. That's about the gist of it."
Kaine rolled her eyes at the dour explanation but it was, in fact, a logical explanation for most everything they needed to know, so it wasn't worth a verbal complaint.
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His own smile broke through then, pain notwithstanding, and he limped past the Guardians to pull each of the surviving gunslingers into a hug, kissing them soundly on the cheek. "Fuck me, we were about to give up. We owe those damned dogs our gratitude, I guess." Then, looking down at his bloodied leg, he pulled a face. "Though I'll hold off on thanking them. Uh, anyone got anything by way of bandages?" It wasn't as messy as it might have been, but it was deep, and still oozing blood. By now, that was starting to tell; he felt a little woozy.
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"So," From the corner Ignis spoke up, his tone measured and especially careful. "Roland is here, then." Eunyce seemed to flinch at the name while Kaine read the question that hid in those words.
"He is, Nariko and Alain should be in Kyrat by now." Kaine watched as both Guardians, cousins in their own right, looked at each other. Ignis' expression was easily read - it was an almost childish I told you so while Eunyce looked sick to herself.
"You can take the two girls, and I suppose if you've a true death wish, Ignis, I won't stop you." And with that she finished on Bert's leg, moving right on to the unconscious child. Kaine sighed and decided to ignore the clear line of tension between the two, there was nothing she could do about it in the moment, and so she looked at Cuthbert. "Should we get Roland in here, then?"
He would certainly want that report, and Kaine wasn't particularly eager to unpack whatever family issues were roiling under the surface until everyone was on the same general page.
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"Is she going to be alright?" he asked, looking over Eunyce's shoulder at Alice's limp form, every inch the concerned parent. It would almost have been funny, except that for once in his life, he was deadly serious about his concern. He'd already lost one of Rebecca's girls. He wasn't sure he could take losing another.
well that sure was the wrong journal
And with someone as shrewd as Eunyce that was no small judgement. If Alice was doomed or she had reason to believe the girl had cracked her skull she would say about as much. Knowing that forced Kaine to relax properly, though she knew it may not be enough for Bert.
"Thank you for looking after them."
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He looked up after a little while, and started limping towards the door. "They've stopped shooting," he observed, and paused for a moment with his hand on the door, counting off under his breath before he opened it.
Roland was on the doorstep, his hand outstretched for the handle. Perfect timing, Bert thought, a little smugly, and stepped aside. "Any of them left, Ro'?"
"Some of them turned tail." Roland looked up, pushing his hat back off his face. Then he saw the others in the hut, and for a moment, he swayed, the blood draining from his face, looking as though he might faint. "Fuck me. You're alive."
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"You should all catch up. Ignis, let's go outside. And Eunyce," Said young woman was given a particularly stern look, though it didn't seem to fit Kaine's face correctly. "Be nice."
"I'm always nice, stop fretting."
Rolling her eyes, Kaine shook her head and left, freeing up a bit more space in the already cramped shack for the gunslingers to discuss what they needed in relative privacy. Eunyce, for her part, remained near the children and did a very good job of shutting out the gunslingers presence - or pretending to. Either way.
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Inside, Roland took a moment more to collect himself, then moved in to embrace the two men. His eyes were pricked with tears, and he didn't particularly care who saw it. Hunkering down, he dug for his own tobacco pouch, solicitously rolling a smoke for each of the injured gunslingers. Not until they were both well-settled with a cigarette burning down between their lips did his businesslike attitude return. Beckoning Bert to join their little huddle, he requested a report from each man in turn, rolling his own smoke as his listened.
It would be half an hour or more before he emerged, and although his dour expression hadn't much changed, there was something a little lighter in his step than there had been for some time. Even this small victory had been a much-needed relief.
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Inside, while the men talked Eunyce opened a book and read, only lifting her eyes when Tyrann finally returned to the world and jumped at the sight of unknown faces. It didn't seem to take much convincing that he was safe, to not worry about it all, but he was incredibly quick to get out a few moments before Roland would do the same.
And so that was how said man would find her, flanked by Ignis and his tall frame as well as Tyrann with his scarred face and nervous eyes. But upon realizing that they'd been joined both men shut their mouths as Kaine looked over at Roland.
"Feeling better about it?" She gave a humorless sort of laugh, "As much as anyone can be, I mean."
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It wasn't a lot, either. What would become of them now? Gunslingers who could no longer shoot, whose home and family were gone, whose purpose had been taken from them? But they were alive, and that was something. That was more than they had dared to hope.
"Bert wants to stay until the girl wakes up. I can't argue with him there. But we ought to move before too long. Gunfire draws attention, and that's the last thing we need."
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"I know you're not very big on expanding on feelings and such," Pretty much none of the gunslingers were, at least she didn't hold it against Roland anymore. "But we'll be going back there soon." ... Okay, that question didn't come out as smoothly as she'd have liked.
"I mean, are you at least a little - y'know, happy?"
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"Truly? I don't know. Mayhap." He looked away, frowning, at the little throng of gunslingers nearby. "More than aught else, I'm tired. And I'm not sure I can feel much more than that, just at the moment." Then, looking back at her, with the full intensity of those bombardier's eyes: "Answer enough for you?"
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"You could talk for years and it still wouldn't be enough of an answer, Roland." Because even know she has to wonder if he chose the response that was true but not the one she was looking for, hinting at. Enough to be honest without putting himself in any form of danger, least of all emotional.
"But thank you for it, all the same." Because he could have ignored her entirely. She could still hate his guts. Knowing all that and a few other things she turned back to their view, which wasn't particularly inspiring one way or the other. When both girls were up and well, they'd be off, and Eunyce would kick up a fuss and probably refuse to come back, and Kaine might have to deal with that.
For the moment, however fleeting it might end up being, it was nice - almost soothing, to simply exist with Roland nearby.
sorry my tags are v. short and crappy lately idk why
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She adjusted Excalibur along her back, heading back towards the shack, she couldn't help pausing. Maybe it was better to keep to herself, but: "Just don't-"
The right thing to say would always be the most difficult, so Kaine sighed, and interrupted herself. "Never mind."
If she told him to avoid going to Kyrat, to avoid going back to Nariko, it would inevitably split herself and Cuthbert. It had to. So for as wrong as it was Kaine shoved her doubt off to the side and headed back into the shack. "I'm going to heal him, so I'm guessing you'll be ready to go when the kids are!"