She looked briefly to the direction she should have gone in and pouted briefly, but then settled her eyes back on him. "So, what I heard is that you'd sooner be terrified of anything romantic because you're pretending its not in you. And on top of that you're using death as an excuse, as if I'll live any longer hanging around Nariko, let alone the rest of you idiots. What you are really saying here is that you're scared, and you would rather control it and be scared by yourself than be scared with someone else and let them help you." She quieted for just a second, as if rethinking something. "It would have been easier if you just thought I was ugly. You can't choose who you're attracted to, but you can choose to let yourself have something that might be good, for however long it's there."
She looked in the right direction and shrugged, shook her head. "Are you coming? I've never seen anyone but Nariko shoot."
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She looked in the right direction and shrugged, shook her head. "Are you coming? I've never seen anyone but Nariko shoot."