"That's not how I see it." She pulled her hands away and took another deep breathe. At least they hadn't been involved after that but surely Roland knew how Bert felt. This was - it was all so fucked up. "Well I guess it's a good thing I didn't know about this or we wouldn't be married at all. It's not even vaguely fair to you and Alain." And even if Bert did hate her Nariko couldn't not take his feelings into consideration. Or at least try to.

Nariko picked up Sona and tried to calm her down, her expression a pathetic attempt to look calm. "The only vague upside here is that he probably hasn't wanted to talk to me, so there is that."